The McFarland Family

New Blog

2011-03-27T16:32:00.004-06:00

Due to some technical and privacy issues this is the last post for this blog. If you would like an invitation to our new blog email (lmcfarland09@gmail.com) or facebook me. Hope to see you there!

Double The Fun

2011-02-03T19:46:00.003-07:00

Today was a bitter cold morning. After a very long night for Gavin, two hours of which consisted of screaming, our little family of 3 woke up before any of us really wanted to. Today was the day. I had staved off Gavin all night, per doctors orders, and I tried to eat my breakfast in the kitchen away from my starving boys. I needed my energy for what laid ahead for the day. We bundled everyone up in coats, mittens and even took our University of Kanas blanket with us as we embarked to the hospital.

Crazy, brave, insane: these were all names that my co-workers called me when I told them that both Gavin and Taylor were having surgery on the same day. Lucky for me, my mom flew into town to help out. We got to the hospital around 6: 25 and checked Gavin in. Taylor and Gavin passed the time watching the fish in the fish tank and watching all the other patients in the waiting room. I couldn't help but wonder what surgery everyone was having done. Of course none of them had their plates fuller than me, or at least I told myself that.

They called Gavin back to pre-op and he instantly charmed every nurse there. He, despite nearly starving, was jumping all over the hospital bed and gnawing on everything he could get his hands on. When the anesthesiologist came in to talk to us he listened to Gavin's heart and lungs. Almost as if he was saying, "Ok, I trust you." he grabbed the doctors hand and just stared at him with his beautifully giant eyes. My favorite part of the whole pre-op hoopla was the little hospital gown they gave him to wear. I am a sucker for a little diaper bum and I loved looking at his poking out between the gown flaps. And then as quick as can be they wrapped him up in a warm blanket and took him from me. I lost it. I thought I was going to be strong, but as I watched them walk out with my baby, I couldn't take it. I knew that it would be alright, and that he would only be gone for less than an hour, but that didn't make it hurt any less. Luckily, I still had Taylor...at least for a little while.

We waited for Gavin to come out of the operating room and when they brought him to me he was groggy, and fussy, but he reached out for me. He couldn't decide if he wanted to sleep or eat and continued to cry. Then the saint-of-a-nurse brought in a warm blanket, wrapped us both in it, and it instantly calmed us both down. Grandma Beth showed up shortly afterwards and Gavin fell asleep in her arms as she rocked him.

I had to relinquish my little groggy baby to my mother, because I had another patient to attend to. Taylor was now in pre-op getting the whole hoopla, this time for himself. Doctors, nurses and anesthesiologists came in and talked to us. Then, we waited, and waited and waited. I passed the time walking the 50 or so steps between pre-op and recovery checking on my two patients. A little while later they took Tay in to the operating room. While we waited my mom and I chatted, got a little breakfast, and rocked and played with a now very happy and very alert little boy.

Taylor came out of surgery and I didn't get to see him right away. The nurse said he kept asking, "Where is Lindsay?" When I finally got to see him he squeezed my hand so tight I had to literally pry his fingers off mine due to lack of circulation. I stood by his bedside. he continually asked, "Lindsay, where are you." I was also entertained by his numerous food requests that included pizza, Rodizios, and chips. He was quite mad when the nurse told him his snack choices: pudding, crackers and oreos. As his grogginess faded, his desire to get out of that hospital grew exponentially. He had practically called every family member in his phone, a sort of "medically induced" drunk dial if you will. He said lots of funny things, and lots of sweet things too. After his head had cleared we packed up the little family once more and came home. I'm now playing nurse to my two boys. One is worse off than the other, but still both are doing great. One is sleeping and one is playing X-Box...I know they are going to be just fine.

I'm hoping that this long day in the hospital means a happier and healthier family. I know lots of prayers went to heaven in our behalf and I appreciate them more than anyone will ever know. I especially appreciate the prayers in my behalf, because without them I don't think I could have made it through this day. It was a long day, but a day our family will look back on as one of those times that brought us closer.

Randomness

2011-02-03T19:36:00.005-07:00

We have made a few minor improvements to our life here at the McFarland homestead. First, we figured it was about time that we get rid of our old D.I. tv stand and upgrade to one more suitable for adults....and Taylor's precious TV. After a long time spent looking for the perfect one and an even longer time spent putting it together, we have something to be proud of. It's nice to finally feel like our home is coming together. I no longer feel like a newlywed with completely mis-matched furniture! You can even see the beautiful rug that Taylor got me for Christmas. I am starting to really love how our living room is coming together. (Just don't mind the mess of baby toys on the bookshelf!)

Secondly, we have improved our eating. We have really been trying to eat very healthy and watch what we put into our bodies. Now I am not naturally a fruits and veggies lover, and I find it hard to master the art of picking just the right produce. This is why I LOVE Bountiful Baskets. I sign up on Monday and pick up my baskets on Saturday, and we have a lovely assortment of fruits and veggies for the week. I was on such a high when I picked up this lot on Saturday that I think I had a perma-smile all day. Most people get a basket every other week, but not me...I can't wait to get my basket bright and early on Saturday. To me it's like Christmas in a basket!

Grandpa's Horses

2011-01-23T20:04:00.003-07:00

It was a little cold in the stable and Gav wasn't quite sure about all the gear he had to wear.

Grandpa Mike has a fun new hobby: Horses. This weekend it benefitted us in that we got to see him! He drove down Friday night and spent the majority of Saturday looking at two horses, both of which he purchased. This brings the Peterson horse total to 3. This morning he went to pick up Hollywood and Cougar and we tagged along. It was Gavin's first experience with live animals (other than dogs), and at first he didn't show the slightest bit of interest. Then Hollywood started playing peek-a-boo in her stall and that got a few smiles out of Gav. When we went in the arena to watch Grandpa ride, Gavin got all stiff and started flapping his arms, which he only does when he is excited. He kept craning his head around and flopping over backwards to see Grandpa and his horses. He even got to sit on Hollywood with Grandapa. Hopefully soon we can make it to Boise to actually ride them! Thanks Grandpa for coming and seeing us (and for the great dinner!)

Gavin and Grandpa on Hollywood

Just practicing sitting on Grandpa's saddle.

Half of A Year

2011-01-13T19:30:00.004-07:00

I know it's so cliche' but I can't believe I have a six month old. People always say that it goes fast, and I am here to say it went WAY faster than I ever thought it would. He amazes us every day and his little personality is really starting to shine. Over Christmas break his two little bottom teeth popped out and I love to see him smile!

A little boat at the doctor's office

Here are some of his six month milestones:

Favorites: solids, bottles every 2 1/2 to 3 hours (he is always hungry!), his boppy, laying in Mom and Dad's bed, waking up at 4:30am, his doggy scout, sleeping on his belly with his little bum in the air and his hands tucked in by his stomach, his binki, flirting with everyone, jumping, screeching very loudly, being held, baths (in which we end up SOAKED!), laying on the floor and rolling and scooting, having his own remote, and last but not least...chewing on everything.

In his church outfit, and Great Grandpa Logsdon hat, eating his remote

Dislikes: sleeping for more than 3 hours at a time, taking naps longer than 45 minutes..Ok he doesn't like sleeping in general, being left alone for more than five minutes, rice cereal (he's got a sophisticated palate), not to be moving (his favorite is jumping).

He really is a very happy baby, despite the lack of sleep, and we couldn't be prouder to be his parents. We are constantly told how big his eyes are and how active he is. He is quite the little squirt. Here are his six month stats.

Height: 26 1/2 inches (56th percentile)

Weight: 15 lbs 11 oz (20th percentile)

Head: 17 in (35th percentile)

Despite his frequent eating he still needs to gain a few pounds. We love him so much and can't wait to see him grow up (but not too quickly!)

A California Christmas

2011-01-13T19:01:00.006-07:00

We spent 11 glorious days in California over Christmas break! We flew there BRIGHT and early on Monday morning so we could spend as much time with the McFarlands as we could. Gavin did great on the plane ride and enjoyed pressing his nose up to the cold window and watching the clouds go by. We arrived to rain, rain, and more rain, but we decided it was much better than the snow!

We loved spending time with family, and enjoyed the days where we simply lounged around the house and did next to nothing. Grandma and Grandpa McFarland endlessly spoiled Gman and he loved every minute of it. Sadly I don't have many pictures of Christmas morning...except for this sweet one of Gavin with Uncle Jon. I guess Christmas in California calls for the sweet 80's tank tops on Christmas morning. I guess we will have to find Gavin one for next time!

After Christmas we decided to go to Monterey Bay and Carmel for a night. We found a SWEET deal online, packed up the Suburban and headed down for an adventure. When we first got there we headed down to the pier and walked around. We tasted some delicious clam chowder. Even though it was Gavin's first time at the beach, it was a little too cold this day to actually put his feet in the sand. We ate dinner, after much debate, at what turned out to be a delicious mexican restaurant. That night Gavin didn't sleep too well in the pack-and-play and ended up in the HUGE bed with Mom and Dad, which he loved.

Don't worry, he's not really a scrooge. He loves the holiday season.

The next day we woke up early and drove around. We went on the famous 17 Mile Drive and saw the very famous (at least at the Peterson house) Pebble Beach Golf Course. It was so gorgeous and I had to remind myself that it was December. Gavin loved looking at the waves crashing and would do his famous "arms straight out and stiff legs". He wasn't too sure about the wind on his face, but loved riding on Uncle Matt's shoulders. We ended the day in Capitola and Carmel and ate divine pizza at Pizza My Heart.

We were supposed to leave on Wednesday, but because of crazy snow in Utah we got to stay an extra day. We loved every minute of being in California and can't wait to go back. Thanks McFarlands for having us...last I heard they still hadn't put the pack-and-play away.

Start Em' Early

2010-12-12T20:05:00.003-07:00

Sitting on Daddy's lap trying desperately to get to that straw!

Our little curious man has started really being interested in what we are eating. He also thinks he has to eat when he sees us eat. It makes eating dinner together fairly difficult...but produces funny moments such as this:
One day I was holding him in one hand and holding my pop in the other hand. The next thing I knew he had his little hands around the pop and was working his little mouth up to the top of hte straw! His favorite thing to do when Taylor is drinking out of a cold Coke can is to put his lips on the can and just lick it. He literally screams when we take it away!

Another thing Gavin loves is standing. Anytime he is laying down he will lift his head and his legs up. This is his cue to us that he wants to stand up. He grabs our fingers and pulls himself into a sitting, then a full standing position. He is always so proud of himself and gives us big smiles when he does it. He also loves to stand on the floor and hold onto the couch...with his mouth of course! Don't worry, I am holding him in these pictures.
Lately Gavin has been waking up at 5:30am. We will hear him on the monitor just babbling away to himself (he has really found his voice this past week!). We will go in there and if he is on his belly he will instantly roll over and smile at us. Most of the time we find him already on his back gnawing at the bars of his crib. It's hard to get mad at him for waking up at 5:30 when this is the face we get to see.

Gavin Meets Santa Claus

2010-12-12T19:51:00.004-07:00

Silly Santa has his eyes closed!

In Sugarhouse there is this cute little shack where kids can get their picture taken with Santa. One Saturday night we were headed up to a game Taylor had to be at so we stopped by. I was a little nervous about how Gavin would handle Santa. He will honestly go to anybody and doesn't cry when he is held by strangers, but I was still worried. In typical Gavin fashion, he wouldn't really give us a smile, rather he was so interested in everything going on. He have us his "big eyes" which means he is really trying to figure out what is going on. Despite our dancing behind the camera and doing all the things that usually get him to smile, this is as good as it got. Gavin didn't have a problem keeping his eyes open...but Santa on the other hand was a different story! I was just thankful that Gavin's first meeting with Santa didn't end in tears!

This is the typical Gavin "I'm not sure what my parents are doing to me" face

This weekend we met up with a few of our friends and went on the Polar Express Train Ride. It is put on by this family in my class. Their extended family owns this land where you ride a 1/8 scale train. You can check it out at www.stringtown.us In the middle of the train ride you hop off at the North Pole to meet Santa. Again, Gavin wasn't quite sure what to do, but he didn't scream. After the train ride we ate out with our friends. They have babies as well, all at different ages, so it was fun to watch what each was doing and the stages that Gavin will be at before we know it. It was fun to go with them and then hang out for a little while.

Seriously Santa...keep your eyes open!

Presents From GGma and GGpa

2010-12-12T19:27:00.003-07:00

Great Grandma and Grandpa Logsdon love to send Gavin things. He has received lots of Eureka College gear and Cubs gear. He has even started a baseball collection from all the ones they have sent from their travels.

Dear Great Grandma and Grandpa Logsdon,
Thank you for all of the gifts you have sent me. I am sad that I only got to see you for a day when you came to help mommy when she was sick. Will you come and visit me again soon! You don't even have to bring me anything, I just want to see you. I love you! Maybe I will come to Eureka college when I get older.
Love Your First Born (and favorite...so far) Great Grandchild,
Gavin

Gavin at Four Months

2010-11-20T20:06:00.004-07:00

Gavin had his four month appointment on Friday. After he screamed last time, I begged Taylor to go with me to this one. We even got Gavin a sucker for afterwards to take his mind off of his shots. Lucky for us, the doctor discovered that he had another ear infection in his left ear. This is the same ear that he failed his hearing tests in when he was born. She said that we need to be very careful and watch his hearing closely, as she was worried about the chronic nature of his ear infections, and his failed hearing tests. We go back in two weeks to see if it's better. This is his third round of antibiotics for ear infections. If it's not better she is going to refer us to an Ear, Nose and Throat doctor. Hopefully we won't have to meet the nice doctor! Here are his four month milestones and favorites:

Height: 25.25 60th percentile
Weight: 14.06 lbs 37th percentile
Head Circum: 15.75 5th percentile

He is gaining weight! After the last appointment (he was in the 26th percentile), we were worried he was a little guy. I don't know where his tiny head came from...mom and dad both have rather good sized heads!

Here are a few of Gavin's Favorites:
Nicknames: Gav, Gman, Gavini, MisterMister, Little Man
Toys: His rattle, his exersaucer (he loves to stare and hit the bird on it!) He loves his Baby Einstein videos.
Dislikes: being in more than one place for longer than five minutes, going to sleep (he fights it every time), taking naps (seriously...this one sucks!), pureed peas, when nobody is paying attention to him.
Likes: Going to bed at 5 or 6pm, rice cereal and sweet potatoes, reading books, cuddling when he is tired, putting his mom and dad's fingers in his mouth, waking up at 5:30am, riding in the car and looking at other babies.
Milestones: He sits up very well nowadays and always tries to sit up when laying down, especially when he is getting his diaper changed, he started on solids, first rice cereal and now we are dabbling in vegetables, he is a master at grasping his toys and putting them straight into his mouth!

The Zoo

2010-11-06T20:55:00.003-06:00

Taylor has been bugging me since we moved back to Utah to go to the Zoo. Honestly I put it off as long as I could. Being nine months pregnant in the summer heat and walking around the zoo was honestly the last thing I wanted to do. Lucky for us this week Grandma Stacy came to stay with us and bought passes to the Zoo. Uncle Matt even joined us for a little while. Taylor was in HEAVEN. We really went for Gavin, but I think secretly Taylor loved it more than Gav did.

Gavin's First Halloween

2010-11-06T20:39:00.006-06:00

This picture is from Gavin's three month pictures... more to come soon!
We had quite the Halloween this year, and it was so much more fun with a baby who got to experience everything for the first time. I know he probably won't remember it but it was so fun to make family memories and to just be together all weekend.

For my school parade, Gavin was a penguin. It was only natural that we be a cute little penguin family. Our costumes may have been thrown together the night before, but honestly nobody was looking at Taylor or me!

Stacy (Taylor's Mom) was able to fly down Saturday and got to spend the holiday with us. We went trick-or-treating with my Aunt Gina's family. Bridgette could have cared less about trick or treating. All she wanted to do was hold Gavin. We had a delicious dinner and hung out watching the intense hail and wondered if we were even going to be able to go outside. We did take Gavin to the next door neighbors.

A little costume malfunction.. Did we mention this kid had 3 halloween costumes. He was originally supposed to be a lobster, but that costume was too small. Then we found the adorable penguin costume at the GAP and I couldn't resist. My mom bought him this dino costume because when I was pregnant we called him Little Dino. It's a 6-12 month costume, but we figured it would work for one house!

Poor Gavin crashed on the way home. He was all Halloweened out!
We had so much fun and even made it home to hand candy out to our TWO trick-or-treaters.

Boise Trip

2010-11-06T20:22:00.008-06:00

I have to admit, being a teacher does have it's perks. Like two days off for "Fall Break". We decided to go to Boise to hang out with my mom while my dad was hunting. It was seriously one of my favorite Boise trips to date...despite the fact that so many family members were missing. We started the drive off after work on Wednesday, which made for a long night. Luckily this guy was amazing on the drive down...

The days to follow included crafting GALORE and a trip to the new Hobby Lobby. My mom and I made Halloween and Thanksgiving decorations and I even got things for a new Christmas wreath (which I have since finished and can't wait to hang it up!) We went to Centennial's football game where everyone oogled over Gavin in his plaid onsie, puffy vest and beanie. He was seriously so adorable...even when he spit up all over. We also went to my cousin's football games and had fun in the rain.

The day we drove down was Taylor' birthday and we were so lucky that my mom offered to watch Gavin for the night and gave us her free hotel room. We celebrated at Cottonwood Grille and it was so nice to be out just the two of us since Gav was born. I know I'm lame because I did not take ANY pictures of Tay's birthday celebration. We are also so awesome because we were in bed and asleep before ten. I guess you can tell we are parents of a three month old!

Friday we took Gavin swimming for his first time. I thought he might love it because he LOVES his baths. Whoever gives him a bath ends up soaked because he kicks and splashes the whole time. Unfortunately we have a baby who is into EVERYTHING that is going on, so between the swimming lessons, the three year old trying to splash us, and the loud fountains in the baby pool he was a little overwhelmed. He never cried, but this is pretty much what he looked like the whole time...

We did get him to kick his feet a little, but there was absolutely no way he was going to smile. This was as close as we got...

Gavin loved hanging out with Grandma, and she was SO nice to takeover all the night feedings a few nights so we could sleep. We love you Grammy! We can't wait to go back to Boise, hopefully next time we can add more family members to the party.

General Conference Weekend

2010-10-03T15:32:00.003-06:00

This weekend my parents came into town. They say they came to see "us" but we know they really came to see Gavin. We decided to spend the day in Park City and couldn't have asked for a more beautiful day and a happier baby. We checked out the Olympic Park, hit up the outlet malls, and some of us even did the zip line at the resort. We can't wait to go to Boise to hang out with them some more!This is what Gavin did most of the day! He loves being outside and in the sun.

Gavin at Two Months

2010-10-03T15:11:00.004-06:00

Gavin had his two month check up a few weeks ago (I know he'll be three months old in a week and a half!) and here are his stats:

Height: 22 inches (25th percentile)
Weight: 11 lbs (26th percentile).
While we thought he was chunking up, it turns out he's kinda a little guy. The doctor said he looks perfect though, and chastised me for sleeping him on his stomach. That night we tried to sleep him on his back, and lets just say our attempts only lasted about 15 minutes. Not worth it. He loves his stomach. Often when he is fussy, if we put him on his stomach, he quiets down and turns back into our happy baby. The doctor did think that he was starting to develop an ear infection, so he put him on amoxocillin. That was not a fun 10 days. It made poor Gavy's tummy hurt, and his resulting cries, made our heads hurt. On a more positive note, he is sleeping about 6 hours the first strech, four the next and then two.
Somehow when we put him to bed at one end of the crib he ends up at the other, and usually completely turned around or sideways. This night he mananged to get his head smashed up against the bars and his arm hanging out. I love how his eyebrows are smashed down over his eyes.
He goes to bed at 8, and has on occassion only made us get up once to feed him. He has started sleeping in his crib in his own room. He is such a social little boy and loves to smile for anyone who talks in a high pitched voice. He and Taylor have this little game where they stick out thier tounges at each other. He is happiest when we wake him up at 6am to get ready for the day. We love our little guy and couldn't imagine life without him.

Some mornings when we both have to be out the door by seven, we will put him in the laundry basket in the bathroom so he can be with us. This day he actually fell asleep, which is a small miracle because he was on his back!

A Lot of Catch Up

2010-09-09T17:53:00.010-06:00

Well, just when you think life can't get any busier, it does. I come home from work and am completley amazed at all the things that need to be done, but that fall to the wayside because all I want to do is hang out with my boys. Here, if you can handle a picture overload, is a quick and dirty, (ok, not really dirty) lowdown on what we have been up to the last 6 weeks or so.

We have been working on keeping the bink-bink in. We love finding him holding them in himself. We have also lost plenty of them (how does that happen?) We have been through 3 different kinds, as one day Gavin will just decide he doesn't like that kind anymore. He loves the bink-bink and we don't mind that he already has an opinion.

Grandma came and stayed with us for a week! What a blessing it was to have her here. She LOVES bathing Gavin and slathering him in Baby Magic lotion. One day I came home and his hair looked like it was greasy because Grandma got a little carried away with the lotion. She also did all the night feedings and let Taylor and I sleep through the night. I cherish those night! Thanks Mom!

Gavin had his first plane ride. I was a nervous wreck. I was afraid he would scream the ENTIRE time. He slept the whole time and charmed everyone around him.I was also nervous about how we were going to travel with a newborn and me still in a wheelchair. The nice lady at the airport wheeled me down to the plane and Taylor carried all the other stuff. The stewardess fell in love with him and gave him his first set of wings, a coloring book, and a certificate documenting his first flight. I'm sure there are many more flights to come!

We got to go home to Boise for Robbie's farewell and Gavin's blessing. It was a crazy weekend. We flew there, but because of some unforseen circumstances ended up driving home with my aunts and cousins. We loved the drive and Gavin did great! It was fun to be with my dad's family and Taylor's family for the weekend!

Our little trooper slept the whole 6 hour car ride back to Utah from my parents house. Why won't he sleep like that at night. He LOVES driving in the car and he is happy as a clam when we put him in his car seat...as long as we don't stop. When the car stops he instantly starts fussing and crying. When we start again, he's back to his happy self. We try to take the freeway as often as possible!

We have been fishing with Taylor. Despite the heat, and the lack of fish actually caught, we had fun just being together and exploring our new little town. Daddy did break his pole on the second fishing trip of the season, so I think the fishing is on hold for a while.

Gavin wasn't too sure about the whole fishing experience.

We have been taking lots of naps...that is when Gavin will sleep. Gman loves to sleep on his belly or on our chests. Call us bad parents, but he will sleep for HOURS on his stomach.

All ready for church. Just missing my matching hat!

We are making a Boise State fan out of our little man, and by the looks of it, he's not quite sure how he feels about it. It could have been because he was slowing sliding out of the recliner as we took this picture. Deep down he knows his roots, and he's proud to cheer on the orange and blue!

The day of the big game we all wore our Boise State gear. We even made a trip to Babies R Us in our matching shirts and jersey. We got plenty of stares and only two or three disapproving head shakes. We just like to think that they were jealous!

The game wore him out. Actually I'm pretty sure he fell asleep before the game even started. We will work on that next time.

The best part is just hanging out. We love our little Gman. The best part of the day is when I get home from work and we all get to be together for a few hours before all three of us go to bed...usually at nine. Call us old, or just call us the parents of an 8 week old!

Lessons I'm Still Learning

2010-08-08T17:26:00.003-06:00

It seems that our luck has run out in the McFarland household. This past year we have been so blessed with NUMEROUS things, but with all the blessings comes the adversity. Not only do I have a torn muscle, but now my SI joint (two inches from my spine) is stuck in the wrong place. Just as the muscle was starting to heal, now we have a whole other set of issues to deal with. This new development has literally knocked me down. I can't remember a time when I have cried more (ok, screamed more too). Despite it all, some good has come, when I look really deep. I have learned a lot these past few weeks, and wanted to record them so I can look back and remember.
1. I have learned not to take ANYTHING for granted. Things so small such as getting into the shower, being able to reach things, and simply being able to pick up something that weighs more than 3 lbs. I watch people running past as we drive in the car and instantly start to cry because I once was not a huge fan of running. Now I would give anything to run again.
2. I never knew I could be in this much pain. I always thought I had a low pain tolerance, but now I wont complain as much over a stomach ache or a cold. I will also be much more aware and sympathetic of people in chronic pain. I now know what it is like to be in so much pain you can't even see straight.
3. I have learned quickly how many places are not accessible for people in wheelchairs. It makes me sad for those people confined to wheelchairs their whole life. I wish there was more that I could do. I have also not liked experiencing people staring at me simply because I was in a wheelchair. One person at a restaurant saw me walking funny, not even in my wheelchair and asked, "What's up with you?" I not so politely replied, "I tore a muscle during labor and now the joint is stuck in the wrong place." That shut him up pretty fast.
4. I thought it took a long time to get ready to go somewhere with a newborn, now it's me that people are waiting for. I can't wait for the day where it will take us 15 minutes to get out the door instead of 45.
5. I am still learning how many people are willing to help if I ALLOW THEM TO! Being extremely independent has it's downside, and that is my inability to ask for help. Taylor always tells me, "All you have to do is ask."
6. I have realized how many people love me. I can't count the number of encouraging words or texts I get. Some neighbors have brought me meals, family members have driven hours just to help out, and Gavin and I have spent countless hours at my aunt's while Taylor is at work. It just goes to show that I need to let people love me. I need to let people help.
7. Lastly, I have remembered (I already knew it, it's just nice to be reminded) how much my husband loves me. That man would do anything for me, and practically has. Middle of the night bathroom trips with me, all the nighttime feedings for Gavin, bringing me breakfast in bed every morning, taking me to all my doctors appointments and physical therapy, and simply telling me how beautiful I am every day. I bet he never expected to be pushing his wife around in a wheelchair, or handing her a cane, but he has taken it all in stride. Sometimes the pain gets the best of me and I am not so nice to be around, but he doesn't take it personally, he loves me even more.

The Bitter and the Sweet

2010-07-31T11:37:00.003-06:00

This little guy is one of the sweetest blessings in my life. He is such a good baby and has made each day he has been alive such a joy. He has truly changed my life and has made me such a better person.

This on the other hand has been such a literal "pain in the butt". We got home from the hospital on Friday, and on Saturday I started feeling like I pulled a muscle in my rear end. By Monday I couldn't walk and was constantly in tears because of the pain. We struggled with what to do about it, and tried to self diagnose on the internet. On Tuesday we decided that I needed to go see a doctor, so to the Urgent Care we went. When the doctor asked me how I was doing, I immediately burst into tears. A combination of the worst pain I have ever felt and the inabilty to really be a mother to my newborn made for an extremely hard time holding back the waterworks. She prescribed me some pain medicine, which did absolutely nothing. I was so frustrated that the medicine didn't even touch the pain.

Wednesday we called my doctor who got us right in. When the exam left him baffled he sent us over to the hospital for an MRI. So for Gavin's one week birthday we spent most of the day back at the hospital, but thankfully it was for me and not for him. After the most painful MRI ever (I actually yelled at the technician when she moved me too fast) we waited for the results. The next day the doc called and told Taylor the prognosis. I had pulled my Iliacus muscle off the bone. Finally I knew what was wrong. We were glad it was not Siatica or a blood clot, but I was still in a LOT of pain. Stronger pain meds and possible physical therapy should help it heal within a few months. I thought earlier on this week I was improving. I could walk without help. I could lift my leg to get into the shower, and I even stood long enough to blow dry my hair. But the past few days I have seemed to regress. The tears continue to flow on a daily, sometimes hourly basis, due to a combination of sheer exhaustion, excruciating pain, and complete frustration. I will no longer take for granted the ablity to bend over to pick up my baby, to respond to his crying, to get up in the middle of the night to change a diaper, to simply make myself a meal. Thanks to all those who have helped us out these last 2 1/2 weeks. Thanks to our ward members who have brought us meals. I know that this too will pass, but as for now it seems like it's going to take forever. Prayers are appreciated!
This wouldn't be complete without a shout out to my wonderful husband who has taken on most of the nighttime feedings and diaper changes due to the fact that it literally takes me 10 minutes to get out of bed. Gavin loves the time with his daddy, and I am one lucky girl to have him be his daddy.

Two Weeks

2010-07-28T15:47:00.004-06:00

Today Gavin is two weeks old! I can't believe he is halfway to a month old. What an EVENTFUL two weeks it has been. I can't believe all the people that he has met and all that we have done. We have loved having so much time with family, despite the craziness. He has not lacked for attention, and has been held almost 24-7 for the past week and a half. Gavin loves his bouncer and will sleep in it during the day. He still eats every two hours (or sooner), leaving mom feeling like a milking factory. He only sleeps for 2-3 hour stints at night, which we are hoping changes soon. He loves to sleep on our chests, which we have resorted to the last two nights on account of it was either that, or no sleep at all.

In the hospital Gavin failed his first hearing test and then failed the left ear the second time, so today we had to take him back for his follow up test. I was a proud mommy and may have even thrown my hands up in the air when the technician told us he passed today. It's the start of a long list of things I know I will be proud of in his future.
Being parents has not been a huge adjustment. We knew we were ready to be mommy and daddy, but we were still surprised by a few things. First, we are surprised at how many diapers we go through every day. Luckily I have a husband who will do diaper duty, and regularly volunteers to do it. We are surprised at how this little guy can turn our schedule upside down. How it takes us twice as long to shower and get ready, and get out the door. We are also amazed at how we can survive on such little sleep. We are not surprised that he looks like both of us. We are also not surprised at how much we love and adore him, but quickly realized that the instant love that we heard of was so true. We can't imagine our lives without him. As we say, "He is our favorite."

Gavin Michael McFarland

2010-07-18T12:39:00.009-06:00

It has now been 8 days since Gavin was born, and though it has been a sleep deprived 8 days, I am so in love with this little boy I wouldn't have it any other way. I wanted to write down his birth story so I could remember it and I could eventually share it with him when he is older.

Monday morning Taylor and my mom accompanied me to my doctor's appointment. I was miserable at this point and couldn't comprehend how I was going to make it two more weeks. The doctor stripped my membranes and told us that 60% of people that have this done go into labor 24-48 hours later. After 24 hours I had had tons of contractions and had spent the day walking the mall with my mom, aunt, cousins, etc (my entourage as we called them). Every time I would have a contraction they would circle around me and just stare. I finally said, "I can't do this if you are all looking at me!" After dinner we took a walk around my aunt's neighborhood. I was feeling pretty good at this point and was able to keep up with everyone. We came back to my aunt's house, got a drink, dropped the males in the entourage off, and took off again. By this time it was like 11pm. My mom, Ronna, and my cousin Erin were great pre-labor coaches and were so sweet to just spend HOURS walking with me that day.

That night Taylor and I went home. Twenty four hours passed and still no baby. That day was spent walking the mall again, walking the outlet mall and just doing everything I could to try to get Gavin to come out. My mom and Robbie headed home to Boise because we just figured he was going to come on his own schedule no matter how much walking I did. I continued to have contractions throughout the day, but nothing too intense.
That night Ronna invited us over for dinner, and we ate a delicious meal. During dinner my contractions started getting worse. Taylor's mom flew in after a lengthy delay, and we were so glad that she was there. After dinner we headed out to walk the neighborhood again. This time was diferent. I could tell. About 10 minutes into the walk my contractions became so intense I was crying. We were still a ways from home, but I was determined to make it. After an hour of walking, we made it home, and it was decided that it was time to go to the hospital. Taylor and Erin drove back to our house to get the bags while I walked the hallways of my aunt's house. We made it to the hospital at 11. May have been sooner, except someone forgot to stop at my aunt's house to pick ME up. In all fairness, he was under the impression that we were going to meet him there. I love him.
They checked me and I was 4 cm dialated and 90% effaced. At the doctors on Monday I had only been a 2 and 80% so all that walking was not in vain. They decided to keep me and told me I needed to be at a 5 in an hour. The race was on. After an hour the nurse came and checked me and said I was still at a 4 but she would give me another hour. I was determined not to go home so we got up and walked the halls. The contractions were so intense at this point that we had to stop every minute to let the next one pass. It didn't help that the lady across the hall was pushing and screaming and dropping the F bomb.

After the hour she checked me and told me I was at a five! We could stay! I was so happy. I think I immediately asked when I could get the epidural. The nurse said it was on it's way. When the anethesthologist came in he said his name was "James". We never found out what his last name was, but I didn't care cause James was my hero. After the epiural I was feeling pretty good. At about 7:00am I was at a 7 and they broke my water. After that I slept until about 8 am. I woke up and could tell that the epidural was wearing off because the pressure and pain was getting pretty intense again. The nurse came in and checked me and I was at at 10. She also said that the head was right there. I knew that his head was right there because I could feel it. I also could tell I needed to push. I was told I couldn't push because the doctor was in a c-section Some horrendous lady came into bring towels and said, "Just have her put her legs flat and her feet together so she doesn't push." EXCUSE ME? I think everyone in the room, my nurse included, was slightly horrified. My nurse told me we were going to do one practice push to see how I was going to fare. After that one set of pushes she immedieatly called the doctor and told him to get in there ASAP. By this point James had come back in and pumped me FULL of more epidural, as I'm yelling "My legs are on fire." Did I mention I was having full on seizure like convulsions and kept telling the nurse I was going to pass out? They gave me oxyyen, which only made me panic more. Somehow I was able to calm down and rested for about 15 minutes. When the doctor came in I gave three sets of pushes, and Gavin was here. I was so out of it, I don't remember Taylor cutting the cord, or them even laying him on my belly to clean him off. After all the excitement of getting him all cleaned off and ready to see mommy, I had a fever and only held him for a few minutes before they took him to the nursury. Taylor accompanied him there to give him his bath.

At about 2pm my fever finally broke and I felt much better. I actually kept my food down, and was able to have visitors. The rest of the hospital stay was decent, and we got to come home Friday. The reason this post is so long in coming is because I thought I had pulled a muscle in my butt. As the days passed the pain got worse and worse and my mobility became less and less. by Tuesday I could no longer walk. This meant I couldn't hold my baby, couldn't lean forward, even while sitting, to change his diaper, sitting up to feed him was excruciating, and quite honestly I was struggling with my inablity to be a parent to my sweet baby. We saw the doctor on Wednesday and he ordered an MRI. The MRI showed it was not Siatica (which we were fearing) or a blood clot, but rather my butt muscle has torn away from the bone. This is the reason that NO pain medicine has been able to touch the pain. It honestly is the worst pain I could ever imagine. Luckily my mother in law has been here and has been such an angel. She has cooked, cleaned, taken care of Gavin, and endured my "Can you get me this?" "Can you do this?". I don't know what we would have done without her here. Taylor has also been such a wonderful help. He had to work for 5 days straight right when Gavin was born, but he has had the last 3 days off, and we have enjoyed having daddy home with us.

Despite all the drama that has surrounded us this last week, I would do it all again to have this sweet, adorable angel in my life. We look at him and are constantly amazed at how lucky we are to be his parents. He is such a perfect baby and only really cries when he is hungry or has a dirty diaper. I can't remember my life before Gavin, and quite honestly, I don't want to. Aside from getting married to Tay, this has been the biggest blessing in my life. I can't wait to watch him grow up and see his little personality develop.

A Quarter Century

2010-07-10T09:44:00.004-06:00

This week we celebrated me reaching quite a milestone...25!!! I was so lucky that Taylor was off of work and could celebrate with me all day. I started early by getting a massage and a facial the day before. It was heaven-sent! I was hoping all that relaxing would just make baby want to come right out, but no luck on that one.

Taylor and I celebrated by going to lunch at Brick Oven, an old college favorite. We also stopped by the Riverwoods and picked up a family favorite: and Apple Pie Carmel Apple.
After we got home I had the pleasure of watching him make his first cake. Don't worry folks, it was the box kind, so nothing too exciting. Taylor's mom got him a flip video camera for Father's Day and I video taped his endeavor to share with our future posterity.

We also went and saw the movie "Date Night". It was SO funny, but we were slightly uncomfortable with the group of seven year olds behind us. The language was a little colorful for their tiny ears! After the movie we came home and ate some of Taylor's delicious cake! For my birthday I asked for a mini-fridge to put in my classroom. Taylor's a good listener cause that's exactly what I got. AND....looking at our bank statements he got it a whole 10 days before my birthday! What a stud! My birthday was so much fun, but more than anything I'm just glad that I got to spend it with my best friend!

Fabulous at Fifty

2010-07-04T08:55:00.000-06:00

A huge HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear sweet daddy! Hard to believe he is 50 years young! He still plays hockey, golfs all the time, and has the energy to deal with everything else. I am so lucky to be his daughter. Dad is not one for parties and surprises so what did my mom do for his birthday....more golf! I am so sad that Taylor and I couldn't be in Boise to share this special day with my daddy, but I think the gift of a grandson in a few weeks will have to do! Two quick stories to tell you.
First: Back last November (when we knew we were pregnant and still weren't telling anyone) my dad called to see if we wanted to go on a 3 or 4 day horseback riding trip. Knowing that we would be gracing him with his grandson we tried to weasel our way out of it (but dying because we would LOVE to go!) I think I said things along the lines of "Well, we don't know our schedlue" and "I don't think we can afford it" (knowing that we really wouldn't have to pay for it :) ). I think Dad was a little confused, considering one year for my birthday I asked to go on a horseback trip.

Second: In December, when we went to Boise for Christmas, we wrapped up some baby camo clogs to make "the announcement". Anyone who knows my dad knows he loves his crocs. He even wears them to church...the fleece lined, more appropriate ones of course. Dad has also gotten Gavin his own camo onsie, and a few days ago called and said, "I bought Gavin a present today." I responded, "That's nice. What is is." To which my dad said, "A wireless router". I think he was just making sure that Gavin would be able to video chat with Grandpa!

We love our Daddy Mike, and soon to be grandpa. We hope his birthday is tons of fun (but not too much fun cause we can't be there!) LOVE YOU DAD!

ONE YEAR

2010-07-01T21:36:00.008-06:00

June 27th, 2009

It's hard to believe that a little over a year ago Taylor and I were sealed for time and all eternity in the Salt Lake Temple. What a wonderfully magical day that was! I couldn't have dreamed of a more perfect day. I am so lucky to be married to my best friend. We often reflect on the past year and all that has happened, and we are constantly amazed at the blessings we have in our life. Every day I am so thankful for a husband who constantly tells me and shows me how much he loves me. I can't wait for the next year and the adventures that lie ahead. Even more than that, I am so excited for the eternity to come and all the fun that is to be had! Here's to ONE YEAR!!!

A few favorite memories from the past year:

1. Driving over 3,000 miles last summer (2,000 on our honeymoon alone!)

2. Moving to Kansas and being on our own for a whole year.

3. Setting up two homes together...learning to compromise.

4. Getting into graduate school (Taylor did AMAZING in Grad school!)

5. Surviving a whole year of teaching first grade. (let's just say it was ... rough).

6. Being called into the Elders Quorum and Primary Presidencies

7. Visiting family for Thanksgiving and Christmas

8. The morning we found out we were having a little McFarland!

9. Telling our parents, well hiding it very well at first, and then telling them.

10. Taylor getting an Internship back in Utah, allowing us to move closer to family and friends.

11. Taylor's internship at Tabor College in Kansas.

12. Going to an OU basketball game and may Wichita State games.

13. Snacking in the early morning hours... you know who you are!

14. Visiting the Missouri church sites before we left the mid-west.

15. Finding a place to live in Utah (and hoping not to move for a while!)

16. Little obsessions: getting a dog, buying jeep, planting a garden, exercising, frozen grapes,

17. Having our family help us move back to Utah. Spending quality time.

18. Taylor's first rodeo

19. Going to Washington D.C. to visit Grandpa Hal.

20. Visiting Kels and Grant in Dallas. Driving in one lane for 8 hours.

21. Grandma and Grandpa and Kels and Grant visiting us in Wichita.

22. Linds getting a job teaching again in Utah.

23. Learning that you can love someone more and more every day.

We're BACK!!!

2010-06-26T07:10:00.002-06:00

It's hard to believe that we have been here in Utah for two weeks! We are loving being so close to family, and speding time with friends. We are still unpacking boxes daily, and poor Taylor has to deal with all my school stuff shoved in the dining room. The highlights for Taylor include getting HD TV and a DVR and the internet. We have also planted a little garden in our backyard. (That's a learning experience). We love our little town home and living in such a charming town. Everything we need is right around the corner, but we still have the old school main street just blocks away.

A HUGE shout-out to our dads and my brother who flew to Kansas to help Taylor make the big move. I, being eight months pregnant, figured it probably wasn't a good idea to sit in a car for two days and got to fly! I even got to board with the group that "needs a little extra time." My dad also helped me set up EVERYTHING in Gavin's room. I guess I figured that if I got everything ready he would come...but it's looking like he just migh wait these last five weeks before we get to know him. Another shout-out to my mom who helped me separate and wash all of Gavin's clothes. By the end of it we were literally sickened by how many outfits this little guy has, and sad that he won't be able to wear them all before he grows out of them. Taylor reassures me that we are having more boys and they can just wear them.

I hopefully get the keys to my classroom this week. It will be a relief to get it all set up, and I can't wait to have my mom and brother come down and help me. It's crazy to think that this is my FIFTH year teaching! I can't be that old right? I am so excited to be working where I am working and teaching third grade. Despite the fact I am supposed to have 30 kids in my class, it can't really be any worse than last year.

This Sunday is our one-year anniversary and we are completely flabergasted that it has been a year. That year FLEW by! We were talking about our anniversary as we drove past Bed Bath and Beyond. The night we registered there was possibly the worst night of Taylor's life. He said, "That was honestly the hardest thing about this past year." I said, "Well if that was the hardest thing, then we have been very blessed." Isn't he cute. We have done a lot over this past year, gone alot of places, seen a lot of new things. We loved our "alone" time in Kansas, and now are so excited to be surrounded by family and friends. We are also excited that Gavin will be born surrounded by so much love. Now if only we could make the next five weeks go by a little faster!

Quite an Eventful Day

2010-05-11T06:35:00.002-06:00

Yesterday was quite the eventful day for us! Ok, well the day was pretty mundane, but the evening sure got exciting! We knew the weather was brewing up something horrible all day, so I hurried home from work. I had to stop at Sam's Club and was there for about five minutes before the tornado sirens started going off. Not being in this situation before I looked around. Nobody else was panicking, so I finished my shopping and headed home. I called Taylor and told him he had better come home from Barnes and Noble. I get home and put stuff away, call my freind Angela and ask if we can crash her basement (cause all we have is a tub, and that didn't seem all that safe). She of course agreed, and I told her we'd be over as soon as Taylor got home. My silly husband, so calm and collected all the time, I called him again and he still hadn't left. So here is me, slightly freaking out, getting food together, filling the bathtub with water (just in case), and putting on some comfortable clothes (that I could still wear for days if I needed too), and here is my husband sitting at Barnes and Noble, even though the tornado sirens had been going off for 10 minutes. I told him that he'd BETTER come home, in my nicest voice of course. We then headed to Angelas, hung out with her two engergetic and fun boys, and watched the sky change from light to purple, to yellow to gray, and then back to the brightest sky I'd ever seen! The tornado did touch down here in Wichita, but luckily it avoided us! It's still fun to say we had to take shelter and that we were kinda "in a tornado". I mean what would a year in Kansas be without a tornado?

On another note, my best friend had her baby! Best part it was two weeks early! We can't wait to meet miss Lily Jane. Taylor and I had a long talk with Gavin about how we'd be alright if he decided to make his appearance a week or two early. Just in case he wanted to know.

Mother's Day...Better Early than late!

2010-05-03T07:43:00.003-06:00

Being my first mothers day, yes people, being pregnant counts, my sweet husband came home from work on Saturday with a dozen gorgeous pink roses and a bag. After admiring how beautiful the roses were I opened my present to find....MACE!!! Since we had a few scares this fall with me walking to my car alone, Taylor has been concerned about my safety. I thought it was so thoughtful of him to get me something to protect myself.

After he rested from work for a littel bit we set out to find this gourmet hot dog place. I know...gourmet? Hot dogs were an early pregnancy craving, and it was Tay's idea that for date night we find this little gem called "Let's be Frank". After finding it, and deciding it was in the "sketchy" part of town, we changed our plans and headed to Old Chicago. It was delicious! After that we went to the shoe store to buy these new little beauties....Tay was so nice he even let me get another pair! After that we went home, relaxed, and I felt like the luckiest, most spoiled lady in the world. How'd I get so lucky?

A Quick DC Trip

2010-04-20T16:28:00.003-06:00

Last week we found out that Taylor's grandpa's cancer had come back, so we figured we'd come out and spend some quality time with him. The doctors let him come home from the hospital, and to tell you the truth he is as spunky and fiery as ever!

One fun thing is we have been sitting around listening to Grandpa Hal's stories. He has some amazing stories and I have been enthralled by all his war stories and stories about my mother in law growing up. We also discovered that Shannon, one of my good friends and old roommates, dad and my mother in law grew up together. Grandpa Hal and Grandma Julie were best friends with Shannon's grandparents! Such a small world!

Monday we went to downtown DC and walked around. We went to some of the Smithsonian museums and ate one of the most delicious meals at the American Indian museum. We got to see Julia Child's kitchen, the Hope Diamond, Dorthoy's ruby slippers, and the flag that inspired the Star Spangled Banner. We saw lots, lots more, but by about hour 4 my pregnant hips and my feet were not agreeing with all the walking. After that we went to Chase's (Taylor's cousin) baseball game and then Grandpa took us all out to Outback. It made for a long but wonderful day.

By far one of the best things about this trip has simply been just being with the whole McFarland family. Many nights were spent just sitting in the living room talking, playing games, looking at pictures and reminiscing! It has been a perfect few days, and we are so sad to be going home. Though it's sad to see Grandpa going through all this, we are so blessed that we had the opportunity to spend some quality time with him. We love you Grandpa!

Another non-picture pregnancy post

2010-04-20T16:23:00.002-06:00

I know, I hate to disappoint, but there is no picture to go with this post either! We hit 26 weeks on Sunday, and my belly is definitely showing it! Baby boy is getting so much bigger and stronger and sometimes it feels like he is pulling on my belly button! He kicks a ton at night, so we are going to have to fix this whole sleep through the day, wake up at night thing before he makes his grand entrance into this world!

In anticipation of moving I boxed up all my non-pregnancy clothes. Silly me I tried on some of my pants before I put them away. I was able to still get most of them on, but buttoning them was a joke! I still have a pair of jean shorts I can fit into though. I envy all my friends that "never had to buy maternity pants", but baby boy is riding pretty low, so that's not an option for me. Thanks to my mom and mother in law my maternity wardrobe is ever growing, and quite stylish too!

I can't believe that in 14 weeks we will have a little one in our family. What a blessing. We have big dreams and hopes for this little guy and can't wait to meet him. I can imagine one of his first outings will be to some major sporting event. He is going to be his father's child!

Gma, Gpa, and the Tanners

2010-04-17T14:11:00.004-06:00

We enjoyed a great visit from my grandparents and Kelsey and Grant. Though I was sick, it was still fabulous to have them here. Gma and Gpa even took me to Red Robin (my favorite restaurant!). We spent a lot of time going around looking at antique malls trying to find my grandpa some old baseball games. Gma and Gpa were so generous in buying us groceries, and just like when I was little, they said, "Get what you want!" I was a little nervous without a budget but Taylor told me to "Just enjoy it like me!" and that was it. We went a little crazy with a roast, oreos, and other things we usually don't buy!

I felt bad that I was so sick and honestly didn't take ONE picture of the eventful weekend, but it was so fun to have everyone visit us before our Wichita adventure was over! Thanks for coming guys!

Company and a Cold

2010-04-01T09:24:00.003-06:00

We are gearing up here for lots of company this Easter weekend! My grandparents are coming tomororw and Kels and Grant will arrive later that night. Still not quite sure what we are going to do here in great ole' Wichita, but I'm sure it will be nice just being together. Why does it seem that just as fun is about to ensue I get sick? I developed a rather nasty cold last night. I think I woke up 3 times to Taylor saying, "What's wrong? Are you ok?" because I was tossing and turning and couldn't breathe. Hopefully that goes away so I can play the whole weekend. As for the weather we have been enjoying 80 degrees here lately (but oh, the 30 mph wind is not my favorite) but the weekend company comes, it's supposed to rain and storm. Ugh. Taylor starts his second job tomorrow, and even though he will miss some time with our company, we are so blessed that this job came along!

Also this weekend is General Conference. I'm so excited to sit and listen and just be renewed. I love spring and I love Spring Conference because it is a complete time of rebirth and awakaning and simply being thankful.

I promise a recap of this weekend (just for you mom!) complete with pictures!

McFarlands in Dallas...with the Tanners

2010-03-15T21:48:00.003-06:00

We decided to kick off our Spring Break with a bang and head down to Dallas to spend some quality time with Kelsey and Grant. What should have been a quick 6 hour drive, turned into 8 when we spent most of the drive between Oklahoma City and Dallas in one lane stop and go traffic. I cried. I was so frustrated. Not to mention that I ran over a semi truck tire and I was having some serious rib pains. We made it, in one piece, thankfully!

All Taylor really wanted out of our trip was to see a few college campuses and to get some real Texas barbeque. We went to the Feed Store (it's a resturant, not a real feed store) in SouthLake and had some authentic barbeque. I was excited because they had 50 cent ice cream cones! As we were leaving the owner asked us if we wanted to feed the cows. Afte we went out back to meet him, we looked and looked and didn't see one cow. When we thought it was a joke, he came out with a white bucket labeled "Cow Bucket" and gave a short whistle, and 6 cows came stampeding to the fence. Don't worry, they aren't for the restaurant, they are merely a "tax deduction" (we learned in Texas, almost anything is a "tax deduction"). We had to get a picture next to the pregnant cow (that nearly took Taylor's arm off in the fence!)

We also hit up the Dallas World Aquarium. It was fantastic. Well worth the $96 it cost us to get in! After nearly getting my face taken off by a free flying bird, we were definitely impressed by how many animals there were. We deemed it a Zoquarium because it had more land animals than aquatic animals. We even got to be in the shark tunnel during feeding time. That was exciting (and hot and claustrophobic!). After that we went to see where JFK got shot. Taylor and I watched the movie awhile ago, so it was cool to see it in real life.

Kels and Grant at the Dallas World Aquarium

Tay and I at the Aquarium

Tay and I on the "Grassy Knoll" where JFK's car drove past as he got shot. It was cool because in the street they have x's where he was when he got hit each time. Sunday we went to church, had Tanner's friends Logan and Emily over for dinner, and invaded their house to play the new Wii Super Mario Brothers (for the second night in a row). It got way intense!

On Monday we went to Fort Worth so Tay could see TCU campus and then we went shopping at Grapevine Mills. We found some amazing deals on clothes for little Gavin. My sister made these two cute little onesies for "little dino". And we found the cutest mittens for 99 cents!

After much debate we ate at Saltwater Willy's for lunch. It was pretty good. Taylor wanted to eat at Golden Corral, but I quickly vetoed that one! That night we went to Red Robin where Grant ordered the A1 Burger and we were told after he recieved it that they were "out of A1 sauce. Our server said, "Don't look at me, I just found out." Needless to say the manager gave us a pretty good deal. We also had FHE, played some intense boardgames, and had to institute a "flatulance tax" during the game of LIFE.

Tuesday we went to the temple, and headed home! It was such a great weekend, and we are excited to have them come to Wichita in three weeks to see Gma and Gpa Logsdon. Thanks Tanners for letting us invade (and stink up) your home! Hope you do the same in 3 weeks!

Sewing Equals Blood

2010-03-11T07:22:00.002-07:00

Everytime I sew I end up bleeding. I know, not that suprising to some of you (a.k.a. Jenni) but somehow, through the blood, I keep trying my hand at this sewing thing. When I lived in Lehi Jenni and I spent hours sewing pillows and sashes for my dresses and Jenni even made some great curtains! I say hours, because it probably should have taken me a few minutes, but I always ended up bleeding which added to the total sewing time.

I hadn't broken out my sewing machine since I got married, probably because I was too afraid to do it without my sewing partner, but last Saturday Taylor had to work so I planned some projects. I made some fancified burp cloths (sorry no pics yet!) and now I am working on a baby sleeper made from my now too small BYU Hockey t-shirt. I am hoping it actually turns out wearable, since I ruined one of my favorite shirts to make it. Inevitably, when I was ripping out the seams on the tshirt, I got my finger instead, and yes, drew lots of blood. I try to tell Taylor how talented I am (haha) but with all this blood I'm sure he just shakes his head. I'll post some pictures when it's finished that way you can either praise me or just shake your head as well.

On to some news, IT'S ALMOST SPRING BREAK! We are leaving for Dallas tomorrow to see Kels and Grant. I can't wait! I promise pictures for that post!

A Turning Point

2010-03-03T10:59:00.002-07:00

I just had to document this momentus occasion. I am actually sitting at my desk, and my kids are working at theirs. I have only had 5 kids come up and try to tell me something, but for the most par they are all working on their math projects. I am beginning to feel like we are turning a corner. They are starting to do so much more on thier own, and don't constantly need me walking around answering questions. They can handle 2 or 3 directions at a time, rather than step by step hand holding. I am getting glimpses of them as second graders...oh how I miss second grade. But, all in all, I don't dread coming to work anymore. This year I had started to worry if I was slowly loosing my fire for teaching, but I think it's just this group of kids that has kinda worn me down this year. With the little deliquent gone we have gotten so much more done. It's horrible to say, but I don't come to work dreading what I will have to face that day. Don't get me wrong, I still have the kid that throws crying fits, gets stiff and rigid and says, "Why does this always happen to me, I still have the huge kid who calls everyone else names, and I still have those kids that I litterally have to say thier name 8 bajillion times a day to keep them on track, but I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I think they will be ready for 2nd grade. It's a small miracle.

(P.S. Sorry abou the lack of pictures with each post, but all the pictures online are blocked by the school district, and we have been internet free at our apartment for over 6 months now, so pictures, are and will be a luxury until we can either a)afford internet b)"borrow" from a neighbor or c) move to a place with free internet! Sorry!)

Happy Birthday

2010-03-03T07:36:00.001-07:00

Just a quick shout out to my wonderful mother-in-law Stacy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

We (and the little one especially) hope you have a fabulous birthday.

Thanks for being such a fantastic mother.

We love you!

A little time to breathe...

2010-02-26T08:08:00.002-07:00

My little delinquent is no longer in my class. He got expelled, which esentially means he just got moved to another school. Over the course of the last few days I have gone through so many emotions. From feeling like I've failed to feeling relieved that maybe I won't have quite so many issues to deal with for the next three months. It's amazing how much different my class is with just that one student gone. We do miss him, but at the same time, yesterday I was able to get through a whole lesson without having to put someone at the "safe spot". It's not to say I still don't have my "challenges". This year has been a learning year for sure. I never knew how trying a bunch of 6 and 7 year olds could be. I think I've cried more this year than I have in the previous 3 years combined. But I think I have also grown more. I'm still not convinced that 1st grade is my favorite, but for now it's do-able. It helps when the sun is shining outside, and the kids actually go outside for recess. Only about 57 more days with kids. Only about 12 more weeks of school left. In the words of a great literary character "I think I can, I think I can, I think I can!"

Four Hours in the ER..oh FUN!

2010-02-18T07:18:00.003-07:00

Yes, yesterday we spent four hours in the Emergency room. I had a first grader that was very mad at me today, and decided to kick his pregnant teacher in the stomach. Luckily I was not hurt, but I was so shocked I turned to him and said (in a very calm voice), "You just kicked me!". Needless to say, everything checked out fine at the hospital. I'm pretty sure my little growing boy just kicked him right back. (He kicks me everyday!) So I get to go to an expulsion hearing, yippee. It's definitly been an interesting year. Only 3 1/2 months left to go in this crazy school.

It's a.....

2010-02-18T07:15:00.002-07:00

We are having a BOY!!!

( and I have one very excited husband to prove it!)

New estimated arrival date: July 25th

We will be moving back to Utah in June, and are so excited to be closer to family!

Now I can finally start really shopping!

A little update

2010-02-01T08:34:00.002-07:00

I think it's about time for a little update. First, and most exciting, I actually had a snow day on Friday. It was about 6:15 a.m. when my phone rang. On the line was the Superintendent saying that "Due to weather conditons, school has been cancelled for today." Poor Taylor was dead asleep until I yelled, "YES!". Needless to say, it was kind of a lazy day, but it was so nice to just relax, especially since my dear little first graders had been kind of a mess that week.

I could really get used to this 4 day week thing. The week before last we had Monday off for Inservice, this week the kids have early release for 3 days for conferences, next week I get Wednesday off to go to First Aid and CPR training, and then the week after that I have inservice on Friday, and Presidents day on Monday. Two weeks of full school and then a four day week, followed by Spring Break. Unfortunately after that It's 5 weeks straight, but then it's the end of school (CRAZY!)

In other news, we get to find out what flavor of child we are having in two weeks! I am so excited. I don't know how people go all nine months without finding out! I've already found some options for strollers, carseats, pack and plays, etc. but I want to wait to find out the gender just to make sure. Taylor has been so sweet thoughout the past 5 months. He talks to the baby and makes sure I'm comfortable, that I've taken my vitamins, that I get to bed early, and that my cravings are all satisified. Like Saturday, we had planned to use our gift card to Olive Garden, but I suddlenly had a craving for a cheeseburger and fries, and my wonderful husband, despite his desire to be healthy, ate at Freddy's Steakburgers with me. That's love folks!

One thing we haven't done is taken a belly shot. I've always been self concious about that area, and now I'm supposed to show everyone how big I've gotten? Considering I'm almost 20 weeks, I'm nowhere near where pictures tell me I should be, and the doctor keeps telling me I'm "measuring small", I think I'll hold off on showing the world my "chubby" belly for a little while longer. Though, today I am wearing a maternity shirt and I've had 4 people tell me I've "popped out". We will see.

On Taylor's horizon, he still isn't feeling better from the beginning of the month so it was back to the doctor. They put him on another round of meds, so hopefully he will be getting better soon. He has a job interview this week, and we are praying that it works out. We need to start the "baby fund." We are doing good, half of us are healthy, and we haven't frozen in this ridiculous weather, so we consider ourselves lucky and blessed!

A Storm's a Brewing

2010-01-27T14:46:00.002-07:00

There's a storm coming. Want to know how I know? No, I didn't go to meterology school. No I didn't even watch the news....I have 22 personal barometers (a.k.a First graders) , and with the crazy/insane way they've been acting I know a STORM is coming. Heaven help us these next two days!

The Bump

2010-01-19T06:37:00.002-07:00

I figured it's time to do a pregnancy update, though I'm not sure that many people, other than my family and in-laws actually care. Taylor and I went to the Doctor yesterday, after waiting what seemed like forever since our last appointment!

The doctor weighed me and I have only gained a pound since my last appointment, a small miracle after surviving Christmas and New Years (plus, I feel like I'm constantly eating!) The doctor also said I'm measuring small, and once we can actually get a decent belly picture I'll post one. I've felt silly posting one, because it kind of just looks like I ate a really big meal, not a baby bump.

The first nurse (the same one as last time) couldn't find the baby's heartbeat at first. She had the doplar clear up by my chest, I swear! Then she brought in another nurse an she found the heartbeat within a few seconds. I had been having some wierd pains in my chest so I was estactic to actually hear the baby's heartbeat. It was beating at 158 beats per minute, and according to an old wives tale, anything above 140 promises a girl....we will see.

We go back February 15 to see what "flavor" our little "dino" is. I'm so excited. So place your bets now!

Small Miracle

2010-01-11T08:39:00.002-07:00

It's a small miracle, but I am actually sitting at my desk while my first graders are working. This is the first time all year I have actually been able to sit for 5+ minutes at a time. First graders maybe growing on me...but I won't hold my breath!

Christmas Catch Up

2010-01-06T09:35:00.003-07:00

Spending Christmas with my family was wonderful! Despite having to wait five days after I got done with work to fly out, and having the flu on Christmas day, it was great to be home and just be with family. It was also the first Christmas that the boys in the family out-numbered the girls!

We got there Wednesday late morning (after a VERY early morning in Wichita!) and announced to our family that we were having a baby. My dad loves his crocs and has even been known to wear them to church, so we bought a baby pair and wrapped them up. Of course there were many tears (the women in my family are all criers!) and lots of hugs. We were excited that they were excited for us. We were also relieved because we had waited more than a month and a half to tell them!

Christmas Eve consisted of the traditional Bateman/Peterson get together, complete with a few new husbands this year. We ate soup in breadbowls, and chatted and Taylor had the honor of reading "Twas the Night Before Christmas". Although he was nervous (who wouldn't be in a crowd that size) he did a great job!

The rest of vacation consisted of skiing (not for me!), making chocolate covered pretezels, taking two naps a day (that was me!), going to hockey and basketball games, playing board games and Apples to Apples, and just relaxing. It was very hard to come back to the real world.

It has been hard because a) I was dreading coming back to work, having to deal with some "problems", but they suprised me and Monday and Tuesday were awesome days! Today is already in a downhill slide, but we will see if we can fix that before lunch! It doesn't help that they haven't gone out for recess in a few weeks because of this ridiculous cold weather! And b) I had to take Taylor to the airport very early on Tuesday morning. He is in Utah visiting his brothers and family. He doesn't start school until the 19th, so he gets to have a little extra vacation. I must say, it has been very hard on me. Sometimes I wonder how I lived alone for all those years! I can't wait till he comes home!

Other than that I am just trying to survive the freezing cold here in KS, and not get frostbite! Oh, and I already decided that since Tay is gone, I'm going to treat myself (and my silly cravings) to a few of my favorite things this week!

Big Announcement

2009-12-26T16:52:00.003-07:00

It's official! We will welcome Baby McFarland into the family sometime in early July! The doctor's first due date is July 4th, my dad's birthday, but we will see if it changes. I am now about 13 weeks along, and am just getting over all the first trimester fun! I never got morning sick, but was nauseous at night and extremely exhausted. We can't wait to find out what we are having in February, and we can't wait to welcome the first grandchild in both the Peterson and McFarland
families!

McFarland Christmas Letter

2009-12-17T07:48:00.005-07:00

This year has been such a whirlwind for the both of us. We met in January, spent countless hours driving back and forth between Ogden and Lehi, vistited both our families, got engaged, and then got married in Salt Lake on June 27th. Our honeymoon consisted of a 2,000 mile drive from Utah, down to Costa Mesa, and back up the coast, stopping in Laguna Beach, Newport, Huntington, Santa Barbara and L.A, to Taylor's parents for our open house. We then drove another five hundred miles to Boise, for our reception there. After that it was back to Utah to pack up our stuff for the move to Kansas.

We have been in Kansas for five months now, though it seems longer. Taylor is enjoying his masters program in Sports Administration and even got straight A's this semester. He works so hard, and balances an Internship as well. As for me, I have adjusted to teaching first grade here in Wichita. Some days I come home and wonder what I was thinking, but most days I love it. We have also enjoyed our callings, Taylor in the Elder's Quorum Presidency and me in the Primary Presidency. We have made some good friends, and even been invited to watch some BYU games with them!

We have enjoyed a visit from my mom, and visited Taylor's family in California for Christmas. Though Taylor really wants a dog, I convinced him that a flat screen would suffice for now (there wasn't much convinving I had to do). We have loved being married and are approaching our 6th month anniversary. This year has brought such wonderful blessings, and we know there are many more to come in 2010.

What's Goin' On?

2009-12-08T09:37:00.003-07:00

It's been awhile since we updated, so I figured I've give you all lucky readers the low down of our lives in good ole' Kansas.

We had so much fun going home to California for Thanksgiving. It was so nice to be with family, and to be with Taylor for five whole days. It was just the vacation we needed. The morning after we got there we had family pictures. Taylor is not a fan of pictures and thinks that our wedding pictures should fill up the picture quota for the next 10 years, but he made it through and there were some really cute ones. The next day, we had a fabulous Thanksgiving dinner, complete with fancy table settings, chocolate turkeys, tons of food, and delicious mashed potatos (my favorite). By far the highlight of the weekend was getting to see Wicked in San Fran! My in-laws knew how much I wanted to go see it, so they got tickets for the girls to go. The guys drove us down and then decided to go too! It was great that Taylor got to go cause he has heard me talk about it non-stop, and he liked it more than he thought he would. I think his exact words were "That was better than that modern dance show!". We loved being with the McFarlands for Thanksgiving and can't wait to see them again!

This past weekend Taylor and I roadtripped down to Norman, Oaklahoma for the UofA vs. Oaklahoma basketball game. We stopped in Oaklahoma City for lunch and to check it out. After leaving we were thankful that we are in Wichita. Sometimes I get homesick, but Wichita isn't that bad! We feel fortunate we ended up here, out of all the other choices. Overall it was a fun day, but all the driving reminded me of our endless roadtrip this summer (and coming again next summer!) We watched a blowout game, but to Taylor it was the "game of a lifetime!" Can you tell he loves sports?

We are gearing up for Christmas, and 13 whole days with my family! I am so excited. Only a week and a half of school to go! Today we got our first taste of a "Midwest Winter". It was freezing rain today when I left, and the roads were so icy. To me a winter storm isn't a storm without snow, but today was pretty scary driving into work. They are even talking about cancelling school if the weather gets worse! The best part is, we wouldn't have to make up the day later!

It's hard getting in the Christmas spirit without a tree, without my mom's decorations, but knowing that I get to go home and see family and friends, makes it feel a little bit more like Christmas!

The most emotional people I have ever met... and not in a good way.

2009-11-18T10:44:00.003-07:00

First graders may be some of the most emotional people I have ever met, and not in a good way. Daily, I have at least a handful in tears. "She touched me" "He laughed at me" "He stepped on my fingers!". It never ends. It doesn't help that I have one that doesn't care about anything I say and will frequently tell me, "I don't care what you say". I have a handful that stomp around, pull their hair over their eyes when they are mad at me and glare at me. I have a few that if I ask them to sit in thier chair the right way, will fall over into a sobbing melting mess on the floor. It's daily walking on eggshells. I'm tired, sick, and need a break. Thankgoodness we only have 4 more days of school before Thanksgiving.

A Photo Catch Up

2009-11-07T09:10:00.007-07:00

As promised, here are a few photos of the last little bit of our lives. One rainy weekend we decided to go to the Kansas State Fair, about an hour away. We enjoyed walking around and seeing the exhibits, eating the yummy fair food, and going to the petting zoo. Though we were quite disturbed that they were selling hamburgers in the same place they had the cow exhibit. We did not consume any that day!

My mom came for a visit. She, a newly empty nester, couldn't stand the though of all her children being so far away, so she said she had to come to "stock our pantry". She also treated us to Sushi, a movie, and almost bought a nice "pleather" (plastic and leather) jacket for herself at Target.

Tay and Me at Sushi

Mom loves the popped collar...seriously.

That weekend we also created a Facebook Monster: MOM. She is now on the good ole' FB. I never thought I'd live to see the day. She's pretty cool now. Watch out.

We have also enjoyed our Saturday date night tradition and have found some great places to eat here in Wichita. This is Taylor showing off our "Boba" at one of our favorite little Tai/Asian fusion places. It's a smoothie/shake with these gelatinous little black balls at the bottom. It's supposedly all the rage in Asia. I had to try it (What was I thinking...I'm the one who can't handle weird food textures), took two sips and was done. It tasted nasty and then I got a boba, and I was done. Needless to say, it was a waste. But worth the adventure!

Lastly, I have to rave about my husband for a minute. He is so sweet to always come to my school. He usually brings me lunch once a week, and comes when we have special events like popcorn parties and our Fall Party. This little boy loves "Mr. McFarland" and is always quick to latch on to him and not let go. The kids love him, but I love him more!

Life in Wichita is good thus far, though we don't want to be here our whole lives. We are excited for what the future has in store for us. Hopefully in the next few months we will be making some life decisions that will map out the next couple of years. We can't wait for Thanksgiving and Christmas and being with family.

Fall Favorites

2009-10-30T09:43:00.003-06:00

I love fall. I love the crisp weather. I love the trees changing color. I love wearing sweaters. Last night, I unpacked all my fall/winter clothes and I don't think I've been that excited about switching my wardrobe in a long time! I was near giddy and Taylor patiently listened to me talk about all the new outfits I'd have to wear!

Things I don't like about fall: the weather makes my students crazy. I always know when it's going to rain or snow because the decibel level in my room goes way up! Another thing i strongly dislike is Halloween approaching and trying to wrangle them to actually sit still and focus. There has been more tears this week than I can handle, and when one shut himself in his locker yesterday, I just about quit. Today I am teaching my own class, but watching over a 3rd grader that has in-school suspension. Got to love fall!

To celebrate Fall, Tay and I carved pumpkins, drove around aimlessly trying to find a pumpkin patch, made lots of chili and grilled cheese and tomato soup, cuddled on our couch in our freezing apartment, and tonight we might just hit up the circus (not really fall, well with all the freaks it might as well be halloween under a tent!). Tomorrow we are celebrating Halloween by going to a a college soccer double header, where Taylor is the administrator in charge. That means I get to sit in the press box and read, grade papers and hang out. I'm just thankful I made it through another week.

I am savoring fall because I know all too soon the leaves will die and fall off the trees, the ice storms will come, and I'll be hating winter. At least it will mean one more season before summer!

Quick Catch-Up

2009-10-19T06:37:00.004-06:00

Lots has been going on around our house lately, but with no internet, I have had to wait to catch you all up. People have called just to make sure we haven't fallen off the face of the earth, and to them thank you! We haven't fallen off the face of the Earth, just been insanely busy. Seriously.

Last Sunday Taylor got called to be the First Counselor in the Elder's Quorum. He is doing a great job so far. Unfortunately, his meetings start at 9:00 a.m. and mine, for Primary, start at 10:00, so we don't really see each other until after church.

Last Tuesday was Tay's birthday. The big 2-7! We celebrated all weekend by going out to dinner, treating ourselves to a movie and popcorn, and being together. On his actual birthday, I had to work and he had school (ugh. Midterms), so when he got home (two hours early!!!) I had the house all decorated, his presents all laid out, and dinner in the oven. I even attempted to make an ice cream pie, but because he was 2 hours early, it didn't really have enough time to set. It was yummy anyways. Now that he is 27, Taylor says he's an "old-man" and has been going to bed before me! Who would have thought I'd ever see that day!

Today, after work, I am headed up to Topeka with a few other teachers to attend a conference. It will be our first night apart! It seems wierd to think that I slept by myself for so many years, and now I don't know if I'm going to be able to do it. Taylor said last night he rolled over and got an elbow to the eye. I don't think he'll mind having the bed all to himself for one night! But I do know he'll miss me.

This week is also parent teacher conferences, which I am NOT looking forward to. Though it does signal that we are already 1/4 done with the school year, I am not excited about sitting down to talk with the parents of some of my "naughties". Taylor was reading my notes for conferenes, and just laughing. Yep, some days I wonder why I chose this. I guess I'm just a glutton for pain.

On a positive note...5 1/2 weeks before we go to California to see the McFarland Clan, and 9 1/2 weeks till we go to Boise to see the Peterson Posse. I'm so excited!!!!

An Indoor Tornado

2009-10-02T10:51:00.002-06:00

I reached a new level in my teaching experience today. I had a tornado in my classroom. A child who had been expelled from another school was placed in my class on Wednesday. Today, as we were finishing our spelling test he became frustrated. I quickly took the rest of my class to P.E. and left the student with the nurse and another teacher in my room. When I came back it looked like a tornado had been through the room. Desks were overturned, computer monitors were on the floor, and he had a chair over his head, which he proceeded to throw at the computers. We had to call the police to get him escorted from the room. Let's just say, on Monday my class will have one less first grader.

I have never had that happen in my classroom. It was interesting trying to figure out how to talk to the rest of my six year olds about how their classmate made some bad choices. They were very sad because they had tried to help him. One kid said, "I tried to help him, but he just said no." I of course cried. Anytime I get a surge of adrenaline, I cry and shake. I was shaking like never before. But now we are watching a movie. We all need a little break. Plus I called Taylor and told him tonight I just need to relax.

Goodbye Internet

2009-09-26T12:49:00.002-06:00

No, we didn't drop off the face of the planet (though sometimes it feels like we did) we just have no internet at home anymore. Long story. Let's just say you get what you pay for. Now we are reduced to having to come to the university to use the internet, and that's not always the most convienent. We now have to scheudle time into our day to go on dates to use the internet. At first it was hard, not being able to check everyone's blog when I wanted to (heaven knows I never have ANY time at school to blogstalk!), but we have gotten into a routine without it. Now, that being said, I'm not opposed to taking donations to the "poor teacher and student internet fund". Until we actually get internet (and who knows whent that will be) all you faithful followers, all three or so of you, will just have to deal with pictureless, infrequent, and all too short posts. Sorry!

Oh, the Freedom

2009-09-02T19:38:00.003-06:00

I used to be very daring. Well at least I think so. I used to shoot guns, play sports, play with worms. I was the only girl on my T-ball team. I have been to Mexico, swam with sting rays in the Caribbean, lived with 8 other girls (that's pretty daring). Met and married my husband after only dating for three months...I'd say I'm slightly daring. Lately, my daring meter has been stuck at 0. Absolutely none. (Unless you call moving halfway across the country to the middle of nowhere daring).

Today I felt more daring than I have in a long time. And it was by far very lame. I drove from the mailbox to my apartment without my seat belt. Laugh it up. I know, that's not what you were expecting was it. But, if you knew me, you'd know that was a big deal. I like to think of myself as the seatbelt police, and may have been accused of the title by my own father. Driving without a seat belt (through the apartment complex, mind you) was the most freeing thing I have done in the last few months. I think I may do it again tomorrow. Call me a rebel.

Haircuts, Comforters, Butterflies, and A Nice Treat

2009-09-01T17:35:00.003-06:00

Oh, is it only Tuesday? Really? Can't it be Thursday? Or better yet Friday? I guess I'll just have to be patient. I can't believe it's only Tuesday.

Saturday I was trying to save me and my grad-student husband a few dollars by getting my hair cut at a "discount/thrift" hair place. We are talking the walk in, wait, and get whoever is next, kind. Though I was nervous I convinced myself it would be fine, and that I would be saving us a few dollars. Well, I learned not to do that again. I asked for 1/4 of an inch off and got about 3. I asked her to shape up my layers, and I got LOTS more layers. I asked for a bang trim, and lets just say I got much more than a trim. By that point I was not going to pay an extra $5 to have them blow dry it. I came home completlely upset and soaking wet. My sweet husband tried to tell me he "didn't see a difference". Oh, he saw a difference after it was blow dryed. It's not the end of the world, and thank goodness I didn't dye it! Now I just have to let it grow, sigh.

Sunday I got called to be the 2nd counselor in the Primary president. I guess I'm just bound a determined to be with children 6 out of the 7 days of the week. I'm excited for the new calling, but sad that I won't be able to go to Sunday School with Tay anymore. He has become quite the church history enthusiast (which has made Sunday School very fun!)

Yesterday I decided to wash our comforter. Tay had washed it in the washing machine a couple of weeks before, and it was just fine. But of course when I do it....the washing machine EATS our comforter. It started making the most horrendous noise. I pulled it out and lets just say it was shredded not to mention SOAKING and full of soap. We quickly put it into the tub to rinse it. By this time it was past bedtime, and I didnt' know what to do with it. We just left it in the tub. I'm still trying to figure out what to do with it (which means I'm assessing my sewing skills. Jenni, no comment!)

Today, well today was a rough day at school. The morning was rough, so I knew the afternoon was going to be rough too. One exciting thing: a few weeks ago my students found caterpillars, so we put them in a jar. I came to school after the weekend to find them both in their chrysalis. Today one hatched (is that the right word?) into a beautiful monarch butterfly. My kids were SO excited, which made getting our work done tricky. I'm hoping it was just the excitement of the butterflies which made them so crazy/cranky today.

But, alas, today one of the moms in my class came in carrying about 7 bags of groceries. Snacks for my little ones. Not only did she bring snacks for them...she brought me chips and salsa and a 24 pack of Diet Dr. Pepper. Oh, what a gem. What a nice treat on a hard day! I had never gotten a "school" gift like that. Wow.

My mom is coming on Friday...if we make it.

Learning to Breathe

2009-08-18T20:47:00.002-06:00

School started this week. I'm not complaining because I had the best summer of my life. But, I quickly realized a few things as I have gone back to the daily grind.

I realized how much I miss Geneva. I miss my friends. I miss second graders. I miss working for my principal. I miss being trusted with my own classroom. A few tears have been shed and my darling husband has been so nice to just listen to me whine.

I have realized that first graders and second graders are a world apart. I love the little ones, but I was in for a shock that first day. To their credit I think I only had 3 kids cry. (After what their parents told me, I was planning on many more!) I have never met kids that are not phased by anything. I have a group of really cute kids that want to learn and want to please, and then I have this group of boys that is going to be the death of me. NOTHING PHASES THEM! They laugh when I discipline them. When I ask them to walk with "quiet feet" they stomp. Completely defiant, and they try to argue with me. If I say it's white, they say it's black. We had to have the "I'm the teacher, I went to college" talk today. I don't think it made a dent. On the positive note, I didn't cry today like I did the first day!

I am working at the after school program a few days a week. So far I have actually looked forward to going. It's fun to meet the older kids, to just hang out with the students and unwind. I figured since Tay was going to be in class till 10 I'd better keep myself occupied.

I don't mean to sound negative. I love my job. I really do. All the hugs, the drawings the kids make for me, the smiles, make up for all these rough moments. I wouldn't trade what I do for anything. It has been the most rewarding thing I have ever done. I love working with disadvantaged kids, because the rewards are that much greater. It's going to be a long first week, but I'm going to make it. I'll be darned if these kids are the end of me. I'll show em!

P.S. Thanks to all who have called and texted with your support. Your love means the world.

Random Musings

2009-08-07T18:36:00.002-06:00

So lately I have been thinking. Bear with me and my random thoughts:

-It is HECKA hot here. We are talking 100+ with humidity to top it all off. We have gotten used to being sweaty. When we work out I am literally SOAKING! But it kinda makes me feel like I worked harder than I really did!

-Our neighbors above us are the HEAVIEST WALKERS EVER! It honestly sounds like they weigh 600 pounds and have bricks strapped onto their feet! Either that or they just like to stomp around just to bug us.

-I am slowly coming into this whole "wife" thing. I love to cook, but am constantly complaining about how it takes an hour to cook dinner, 15 minutes to eat, and then 30 minutes to clean up. I have been enjoying trying new reciepies. We have had Ranch Pork Roast, Cafe Rio (homemade!), Honey Chicken Drumsticks, Tortilla Soup, and other fun things.

-It's funny how we divide up the "home" tasks. We never really talked about it but Taylor does the laundry and takes out the trash. I cook dinner (not all the time). We both share on all the other household duties. I consider myself SO lucky to have a husband that will do the laundry (and is willing to pull out all my laundry that doesn't get dried).

-Poor Taylor is starting to get bored. He doesn't start school for another two weeks. He has really taken to my church history books. And there is always the X-box to keep him entertained. He's always relieved when I come home from work cause he doesn't have to entertain himself anymore!

-I have been working like crazy in my classroom and feeling like a first year teacher all over again. I guess I got so comfortable at my old school, and I am getting frustrated with myself because I can't "read" my principal. After a minor scare that I may have to move schools and possibly grades because of enrollment, I have been able to breathe and focus. I love my job, but sometimes I wonder WHY anyone would want to do this. Like today, when I had to sit through my THIRD new teacher training. Gotta love it.

-I visited an experienced teacher's classroom where everything was already set up, and the room looked very homey. I realized that my classroom is not ready, I'm not ready either. It also reminded me that I have no idea what the next few years is going to bring. I'm a planner. This doesn't sit well with me. I take a deep breath. Remember that it will all work out, and thank the Lord that I have Taylor.

-Being at school has made me miss my Geneva friends. I have a great partner teacher, a wonderful mentor, but I miss my good ole' Geneva. Thanks Jenni for calling me with all the "updates!"

-I want to take pictures of our cute apartment, but as soon as I clean, it seems to be messy. Not messy, but I'm kinda a freak and I don't want to post pictures if they are not perfect. So look for pictures to come. We are constantly amazed by how much laundry, dishes and trash we have. And there is only two of us!

One Month

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We can't believe it's been a whole month! What a fun month it has been. I can't remember another in my whole life that was happier, crazier, and more enjoyable. To celebrate we went to eat at Olive Garden (thanks Gma and Gpa!), got ice cream, and rented a movie. It was a perfect evening. One month down, eternity left to enjoy!

Moving to Kansas

2009-07-26T09:52:00.005-06:00

This is the only picture we have from moving. Somewhere in the middle of Wyoming. I had to stop and get a 50 cent ice cream cone!
Yes, it's true, we made it to Kansas. After visiting my parents for a few days we loaded up the truck and made the two day drive to Wichita. We couldn't have done it without my dad and my little brother. First of all, my dad is a MASTER PACKER. I knew we couldn't fit everything in the truck without his help. He made us pull everything out first so we could inventory what we had to pack. Then a few hours later the truck was ready to roll.

We drove through Wyoming, which is gorgeous, but we decided we didn't want to live there. Then we drove through Colorado, stopped to sleep in Limon, and woke up early the next day. Upon hearing that Kansas was compltely flat, Taylor was beyond excited when we saw rolling hills. I heard numerous times, "Look there are hills!" That day we had a special mission: Atwood, Kansas. About an hour out of our way we went to pick up this guy:

Meet Duke. He is a rare Fox Red Lab. He's kind of a strawberry blonde color. We then proceeded on our journey, not really knowing how it was going to work having a puppy in a hotel.

We got to Wichita and were greeted by 50 mph winds and a great thunder and lighting storm. I was slightly nervous about this grand entrance. Wednesday morning Tay and I woke up at 6am to go apartment hunting and had signed a contract by 10:30am that day. As we drove around we saw these yellow ones that looked kinda worn down, and we just passed them by. The second time around I may Taylor stop and look at them. Although they are not the cutest from the outside, we walked in and fell in love. Huge living room, dining room, kitchen. two bedrooms, two full size bathrooms, and.....the clincher....our own washer and dryer! We signed immediatley and were moved in by the next day.

We have done alot in the week we have been here. Here's a brief recap:

Looked around Wichita State a few times. I snuck frozen yogurt into the computer lab!
Worked in my classroom. I thought my old school was in the ghetto. Was I ever wrong. Let's just say I heard that the staff was very excited to get air conditioning last year. (WHAT?)
Put together our apartment. (Picture tour coming soon!)
Went to our new ward. Trying to remember everyone's name.
Got a Sam's Club membership (Dang. No Costco)
Looked at all the gorgeous homes near where we live.
Went bargin hunting at thrift stores.
Ate at Jason's Deli (Thanks Leslee and Sean!)
Bought a used X-Box. To keep Taylor entertained for the next month before school starts.
Worked out at the fitness center at our complex.
Enjoyed (kinda) the most intense thunder and lightening storm ever.
Getting invited over to dinner by someone in our ward (yeah! we will have friends!)
Witnessing a near fire at the pizza place on date night.
Figuring out where the RedBox is. (That's a must).
Enjoying the ridiculously low gas prices!

So far we have been impressed by Wichita. We are excited to explore our new town, make new friends, start school and work, and just settle into our routine!

The Honeymoon

2009-07-22T21:02:00.007-06:00

Our honeymoon was fantastic. We really were on vacation for two weeks (on account of visiting both of our families). We put 2,000 miles on my car, stayed at 5 different places, and ate out more than anyone should in a year. Here's a brief recap of what went down.

Sunday: Woke up and drove to Vegas. We stayed at the Paris hotel which was amazing, but we both realized that we don't really like Vegas. It's crowded, dirty, hot, and you have to walk through about a billion clouds of smoke just to get anywhere. We did ride up to the top of the Eifel Tower (at the hotel) which was fun. We ate a delicious meal at Jimmy Buffet's Margaritaville. Needless to say the next morning we were kinda looking forward to saying goodbye to Sin City.

The top of the Eiffel Tower

Monday: We drove to Costa Mesa, California where we stayed for 3 days. We stayed at the Marriott, which is always a good choice. Upon learning that it was our honeymoon they brought us sparkling cider and strawberries. That night we drove down to Laguna Beach, walked around the beach, ate some dinner, and just enjoyed being together and being on vacation.

The first thing we did when we got to California: Laundry!

Laguna Beach

Tuesday: We went to a waterpark, which looked promising in the ad's, but turned out to be pretty mediocre. We only stayed a few hours after our backs took a pounding on one of the rides. Not to mention it was windy and not the warmest day. The warming pool was our best friend, until the lifeguard told us we couldn't sit "face to face". What? After that we went to the Irvine Spectrum, a huge outdoor mall. I discovered my love for Pinkberry frozen yogurt, and I insisted I have it the next day too. Then Taylor's parent's friends, Orin and Melinda, took us out to a delcious mexican dinner. It was great to meet them and hear stories. Orin reminded me of Taylor because at the resturant he had to sit where he could see the TV with sports on. Oh, and Orin has inpsired Tay's "Man-Cave/Sports room" which he has been working on at the new apartment (more to come). After dinner we went to a movie, The Proposal. It was pretty good, but Taylor fell asleep.

The Pier in Huntington Beach

Wednesday: We drove up to Newport Beach and Huntington and looked at houses. We spent the day at Balboa beach and just relaxed. Taylor got FRIED. We rented beach cruiser bike and rode up and down the board walk. We ate more great food. Hung out, and nursed Taylor's near 2nd degree burns.

Balboa: Laying on the beach and riding beach cruisers on the boardwalk

Thursday: We woke up early and drove to L.A. It was in the wake of Michael Jackson's death so downtown L.A. was pure craziness. We bought a Star Map and attempted to look at the homes, but we just saw alot of security gates, and got carsick driving through Beverly Hills. 8 hours later we finally made it to Santa Barbara. We relaxed, ate at one of Taylor's favorite little Italian places, and reminisced about his time in Santa Barbara.

L.A.: Trying to avoid the Michael Jackson craziness, finding star's homes, and paying $12.50 for an hour of parking.

Friday: We drove around Santa Barabara, walked around the UCSB campus (well everything was closed for the 4th). Then we started the long drive up to Taylor's parent's house. It was a fun week, and we were excited because we still had a week of vacation left!

Our honeymoon may have been a lot of driving, but it was fun because we were together. We are used to driving an hour each way to see each other, so the fact that we got to actually drive together was fun. It was also fun to have Tay show me around his old stomping grounds. We really needed another week just to explore everything. I'm sure we will be back in California before we know it.

The Draper Reception

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The whole wedding party. Taylor's family, my family and my cousins Erin and Jill.

Tay and my dad cutting up strawberries for the ice cream bar.

Taking a break and putting my cousin Bridgette to sleep. Don't worry, we won't have one of these for a while. Sorry moms!

After a long (but wonderful) morning, we left the temple and headed to my Aunt Ronna's house to help set up for the reception. Well at least we tried to help. Every time we asked what we could do we were told to sit down and relax. So much for that. It was fun to see all the projects Erin, Ronna and I worked on up around the yard. I had planned all these details and was so excited to see them work together.

Me and my Daddy

Tay and his Mom

We figured the Draper reception would be fairly small, mostly family and a few close friends. We were very surprised by the turn out, and glad that we had made lots of food. It was fun to see old friends, family that had driven lots of hours to see us, and just relax and have some fun.

My lovely bridesmaids: Kelsey (my sis) , Erin and Jill (my cousins), Megan (Tay's sister)

The handsome groomsmen: Jon and Matt (Tay's brothers) and Rob (my brother)

I loved our cake (too bad we didn't get to eat any. I heard it was delicious!)

Two hours flew by. We cut the cake, (but didn't get to eat any), did the customary throwing of the boquet and the garter (well, it was really a baby headband cause we couldn't find the garter), and headed off into the sun in our car that was decorated with frosting, rolls, and whipped cream, completed by strings of coke cans from the back.

This post wouldn't be complete without a shout out to this beautiful lady:
I am so lucky and blessed that she agreed to help me with all this crazy wedding stuff. She is one of the most talented women I have ever met. I mean did you see those centerpieces? She not only let us use her home, but gave so much of her time and talked me through a lot of decisions. Thanks Ronna for everything. We couldn't have done it with out you. We love you!

Emerging as the McFarland Family

2009-07-19T07:23:00.006-06:00

After the temple ceremony we came out of the double doors as THE MCFARLAND FAMILY! It was so wonderful to have so many people in the temple, but I was amazed at how many people were waiting for us outside the temple as well. We took lots more pictures, gave lots of hugs, and tried to take in every moment.

The Morning of the Big Day

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The day started very early with hair and makeup. We decided to do our pictures before we got married, to have more time to prepare for the reception. My mom and I picked up Taylor at his hotel, and headed down to Temple Square. I got ready in the Joseph Smith Memorial Building while Taylor....

waited so patiently for me. Didn't he look so handsome? He was very particular about his clothes, and now I see why. He looked very GQ in his suit and tie.

Then they turned Taylor around as I came out and I tapped him on the shoulder. It was so cute to see his face as he saw me in my dress for the first time.

Then we took pictures for a few hours. We walked around feeling like celebrities for a little bit. We walked around with our entourage: my mom, Tay's mom and sister and our photographer and videographer. It was way hot out, but after seeing the pictures and video, it was worth it!

The Family Dinner

2009-07-14T21:39:00.005-06:00

Friday night before we got married we were lucky enough to celebrate with family, friends and delicious food. Stacy (my mother in law) created a magnificent atmosphere with no detail over looked. It was nice that all Taylor and I had to do was show up. I told myself I wasn't going to cry. That didn't last long.

We loved the food, the caramel apples and pretzel favors, and the slide show of growing up. The thing we loved the most was being with family and friends. We were completely overwhelmed with how much we are loved and the sacrifices people made to share our special day with us.

2009-07-04T15:38:00.002-06:00

WE ARE MARRIED!!!!

What do you say about the most perfect day of your lives, other than how wonderful and amazing it was. As we watched the storms roll in Friday night at dinner, out the enormous windows of the Joseph Smith Building, we wondered what the next day would bring. We were blessed with beautiful sunshine. The day was perfect, hectic, but perfect. Our favorite part was sharing it with all our friends and family. We were SO lucky to have so many of our friends and family join us on our special day. Taylor and I talked about it our whole honeymoon. How lucky we are to be so loved. We also can't wait to see more family at the upcoming open houses. Every day we are so thankful to be married to our best friend. There is nothing better than waking up right next to the love of your life. One week down, eternity to enjoy.